coming home

I can't believe we're coming home a week tomorrow. it's going to be so weird coming home; will I be sad? will I b happy? I can't wait to wander the streets of London again, but I don't want to be home in brockley. I don't want to be near my house but not able to go in. I want to check that the tenants are looking after our new bathroom. that they're not overfilling over loft. that they haven't stained or o sofa. i'm going to just stay away.
I wonder how I'll feel when we take off to come back to new York. will I bawl? will I feel relieved to be going home. know I'll just want to bring my friends and family back with me.